Dr. No, November 26th
Unrequited love again. Uncomfortable to be around; deadening the air like a leaked fart. Love: always too strong a word. Mom keeps announcing her love for figs. Surrealist Thanksgiving, Dad upset at the TV for losing the game. Tarantula crawls under Bond’s covers. Loves to feel spider against human. Loves enough not to bite, enough to die by shoe. Ursula Andress sucking in, picking up seashells on the shore of Crab Key. More like it says James. SPECTRE led by a man with steel hands that cannot feel. Strokes Bond while he sleeps. Villains. Mom peeing with the door open. Creepy crawly fuzzy things. Minnows that look like whales this side of the glass. She really loves figs